AW2 is worth it. Don't deprive yourself of the experience, it's a memorable one. I understand the hoops though, but trust me it's worth holding your nose and getting an Epic account. It's still to this day my one and only purchase on Epic, and I don't regret it one bit.
All that makes sense with Disco Elysium. Also I'm sorry about your eye, that must be an awful thing to go through. Very understandable with the eye fatigue and reading though. There is a lot of it, even after the voice acting update.
As far as heavy themes and all, I can't say much without spoiling stuff but I will say this: the game somehow does strike a strange kind of balance where it ends up feeling oddly hopeful, even in the face of nihilism. It slightly depends on how you play it, granted. The Communism playthrough for example is a lot more hopeful than the Fascism run (although the latter is also very interesting and doesn't play out the way you'd think).
I struggle with depression and self loathing and being unable to move on from the past and have struggled with addiction in the past, and Disco Elysium is one of the most cathartic experiences I've had in any medium of culture.
Is Returnal as hard as they say? I've heard good things, but I've also heard it's incredibly unforgiving and hard. I'm a little scared I won't be able to finish it.
Glad I didn't stay up for that. Felt kind of... meh? I haven't gone through and watched all the trailers but not a whole lot of announcements that made me really excited. Felt like the last couple of years were much more stacked in terms of reveals and trailers.
I wish more people realised this. Alan Wake 1 sold really poorly, but Sam Lake and Remedy had really really wanted to make a sequel forever and literally no other publisher would touch the franchise. They tried to talk Microsoft into it but got funding refused and had to make Quantum Break instead.
Epic was their only chance to get to do their passion project, it's not like I can blame them.
That's pretty much where I'm at too. Though the "Indie Award" has always had similar problems before, such as the Dave the Diver debacle. But even though you could technically argue E33 is an indie it felt really wrong to have it up against something like Blue Prince in the indie categories. E33 had a huge budget with A-list actors ffs.
I think you're spot on about Alan Wake, it has a cool story and some good ideas but feels pretty clunky to play. The sameness of the levels doesn't help, either. American Nightmare plays well if you can overlook the low budget of being an Xbox Live Marketplace game. Plus it has some cool manuscript pages and lore elements and Ilka Villi absolutely slays as Mr Scratch in the FMV clips. Very interested to hear your thoughts on AW2. For me it's by far the best game Remedy ever made, and probably in my all-time top 3.
Shame you're not clocking with Hellblade, it's a game I really enjoyed but it does have its shortcomings. For me all the elements kind of worked, and even though the puzzle mechanics weren't amazing I allowed the game to be carried by the concept pretty far. The whole "seeing patterns where there are none in reality" being another manifestation of psychosis was neat. Also if you do want to finish it, the game is very short so there is probably less of it left than you think if you want to push through. I did personally like the ending, but maybe not worth it if it's not clicking.
What made you bounce off Disco Elysium before? I agree with you that it's probably the best game of all time, but I also do see people bounce off it frequently. Always interested in hearing people's thoughts on it.
Attention: this super fun card game also comes with an open world RPG minigame. You will not be able to play all your Gwent matches without engaging with the RPG minigame.
The hard lock is particularly egregious I agree. I also dislike moon logic but I chalk that up to "those were the times" as well. Back in those days strategy guides and phone-based help lines for adventure/puzzle games were common and making games inscrutable and puzzles impossibly idiotic were seen as a value-add to extend playtime on your purchase.
As far as the humour, one thing that stood out to me (besides the multitude of variously juvenile sex jokes) was that there was a little bit of a mean-spirited streak in the writing. At the end of the day Larry is not a bad or evil guy, he is a naive loser. And a large part of the game is kind of making fun of him for that, and something about that doesn't sit right with me.
I also played Leisure Suit Larry: Reloaded I think last year or the year before and have similar thoughts. I know it's a famous title/franchise and I wanted to check it out, and it was pretty much what I expected. I really hated the forced gambling-via-savescumming but it was otherwise an alright point and click puzzler with hit-or-miss humour.
I have half an idea of playing Love For Sail too at some point as that's supposedly the series high point, but it's not exactly a high priority.
Well, I think you'll probably be fine as you've been not exactly spoiled but definitely prepared. It's still a great game and has some cool stuff in it, but I think what makes the experience so impactful for a lot of people is that it's unexpected. It really presents itself well as a cutesy romance visual novel, so if that's what you're expecting you can get pretty mindfucked when it hits you out of left field.
Similar to Slay the Princess, from what I've seen (I have yet to play StP but have seen some gameplay). It does tackle some heavy themes, but if you can handle StP and Disco Elysium you'll probably be fine. Is there a specific content warning your hesitant about re: horror? Doki Diki isn't really a jump scare game, if that's the part you dislike about horror.
There is so much conditional dialogue in the game. No sane CEO would sign off on creating so much content that 90% of players will never see, but the existence of all that content is part of what makes Disco so magical. It was created like a work of art.
I heard good things and I loved Gwent in the Witcher 3, but I'm kinda weirded out by the removal of siege units. I never played the standalone so I don't know how much this is using the "modern" Gwent or it this is some kind of in-between?
My GOTY and one of the most creative and unique games in a long time. Well worth it it you like puzzle games. Worth paying full prize for any day, so this is a steal.
I love that the froggy hat is so iconic and yet another example of something only accessible through a failed check. No other game has made failing as fun as Disco Elysium.
Is there a sister community for people who keep buying games and still keep playing the same old games as always regardless? Definitely asking for a friend, absolutely haven't spent another month on STALKER Anomaly instead of working on the backlog. No sir.
I mean, I love NV and think it's by far the best 3D Fallout, but it's also got a ton of performance and bug issues. Partly due to the engine they were working with and the insane development cycle, but still. The game isn't without issues. It's famously unstable and buggy if played without mods. I also think it needs mentioning that a lot of the assets look out of place, because they are. The game had such a short development cycle that a lot of them are just reused FO3 assets.
I love it, but there is a reason so many people recommend something like the Viva New Vegas modlist even for a first playthrough.
I have seen debates of both 3 and 4 over New Vegas. These arguments tend to come almost exclusively from newer fans. Anyone who played 1 and 2 first, especially back in the day, tends to have a much less favourable view of the Bethesda Fallouts. But there are tons of Bethesda-first fans who came into Fallout after first playing Skyrim, typically. The 4 fans either love the base building or tend to think the other games are "too old looking/feeling". The 3 fans... I don't even know, that game is pretty terrible I think. But they tend to argue the design of the world in 3 is better to explore than New Vegas.
I haven't personally heard anyone argue 76 is the best Fallout, but I'm sure someone is out there.
AW2 is worth it. Don't deprive yourself of the experience, it's a memorable one. I understand the hoops though, but trust me it's worth holding your nose and getting an Epic account. It's still to this day my one and only purchase on Epic, and I don't regret it one bit.
All that makes sense with Disco Elysium. Also I'm sorry about your eye, that must be an awful thing to go through. Very understandable with the eye fatigue and reading though. There is a lot of it, even after the voice acting update.
As far as heavy themes and all, I can't say much without spoiling stuff but I will say this: the game somehow does strike a strange kind of balance where it ends up feeling oddly hopeful, even in the face of nihilism. It slightly depends on how you play it, granted. The Communism playthrough for example is a lot more hopeful than the Fascism run (although the latter is also very interesting and doesn't play out the way you'd think).
I struggle with depression and self loathing and being unable to move on from the past and have struggled with addiction in the past, and Disco Elysium is one of the most cathartic experiences I've had in any medium of culture.