I guess I wouldn't personally describe that as "open to the idea"
My unsolicited and non professional advice is to not get chemically castrated. Work on the things that make you feel unsuitable for a relationship rather than giving up on it. You're young as hell still.
The option is free but you may experience decreased performance and premature battery death
Edit: I forgot about the Cocaine and Caffeine aftermarket mod. Good performance but fries your processor.