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@ Emmie @lemm.ee

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  • I think that we do not need to focus on finishing our stuff but can just grow on all the projects we attempt. Sure finishing I guess is important in the society but you will do this with the strategic use of the stimulants on the projects that you think are still worthy after initial hyper fixation runs out. You gain a lot from the very attempts, even the smallest ones. Finishing or not.

    You will have clearer judgment of these projects this way too because let's be honest not all impulsive hyper projects are that genius. Then you will pick the best ones, apply good amount of chemical stimulants of choice and power through.

    At least that's how my flavor works

    Also I have noticed that curbing the hyper fixation is very beneficial for certain things. If it still hasn't burnt out then it will come back with a fresh perspective and some sort of extract of the previous efforts will be ready in your memory to work with without all the bloat and mess of the initial thinking. As if your subconscious worked for you all the time and processed the ideas to something better.

    The more I delay the actual work thinking and planning the more likely I am to succeed at it, when I bog myself in some prototype details it's basically over at least without stimulants.

    In fact I think I should hire someone else to do wade through details while I keep an eye on the overall global picture. Some kind of autistic with special interest will fit that role perfectly.

    So as you see there is this idea of ADHD-Autistic pairs where one side keeps an eye on the global picture (the forest) and autist focuses on the details and implementation (the trees). I think that perhaps it could prove much better than 2 neurotypicals.

    I am actually looking now for a neurodivergent with special interests in: tensor fields, natural language processing, compilers, programming, automata, expressions and grammar. I need them to code a system involving these topics.

  • I have like 250 KB/s for seeding maybe 250 Kb/s max (min)

    I just round it down to 0 kb(B)/s to prevent brain overhead

  • What is this shit?

  • Does it have a chemical name of the compound or what is it exactly?

  • Hmm okay gotcha. I would very much like to get into the adhd meds resell market that should exist somewhere there. Some kind of crypto payment and shipping to parcel lockers. It has to be a thing

    Yes I know that existence of this market is the very thing probably responsible for various shortages but what can you do

    And I happen to be in EU so like there’s no way someone is gonna check on the border anything so I could find someone from any of the EU countries.

    The only question is how as I said kill me I can’t do such things.

    I known someone who could go on vacation to some place and already knew how to get every drug known to humankind on the first day there

  • I wouldn’t know how to find a drug dealer even if my life depended on it lol haha

    Thanks for the monitoring advice. Do they usually sell things impure with contaminants? Just fillers?

  • Don't take me wrong. I just need to be skeptical of things I will need to take for quite a long time. I want to focus on safety and it just didn't sound like something that is established or well researched

    My ideal approach to safety is: Researched long term effects, many trials, tried substances with known recommendations -> Reputable supplier with documented ingredients to avoid impurities -> Legal stuff like minimizing private data exposure -> Pre treatment health check -> Health monitoring

  • Weed is making things so much worse for me. Anxiety is my only drive in life to do boring stuff. And when its levels go down, my level of productivity plummets to the point of nothing is getting done anymore.

    The frick is that hippy stuff? sounds like some load of bollocks no offense

  • Cmon I am not gonna blast myself with some experimental early stages drug candidates. Reasonable level of risk. I meant more legal risks. Health risks would preferably be equal to that of an official treatment. No experiments on living bodies nah that's for them lab rats.

    I can handle explanations in court, make sweet eyes and go for a year of public service cleaning work but I don't think I can handle explanations at emergency room

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  • I don’t know where you live but in some places of the world ISP couldn’t give a sack if you torrent or break into the fbi computers. Here All these local guys next door want is monthly cash and no angry calls during Christmas slowdowns

    Someone sends some notice to them it probably would land straight into trash bin or would simply lay there unopened for years, irreversibly damaged with zero sugar coke

    That is of course if the mailman manages to even deliver it. It could plainly disappear in the sorting center as if dematerialised by a chaotic force of underfunded bureaucracy.

    Still I am convinced they just throw these into the trash or assign spam tag. Unless of course they are local movies then they are scared those ISP fresh CS students and maybe they will comply if they are sober and memory still isn’t completely ravaged by years of academic abu… pursuits

  • I aM NiCoLe bUt YoU CaN cAlL me FEDIVERSE MOST ANNOYING BITCH

  • And so it begins. I’ve been waiting for this and it is a bit surreal to see it happen live exactly as predicted. the collapse of the internet as we know it and its return to niche ‘underground’ roots of decentralised small rooms

  • Cheating is against the rules and you shouldn’t do it

  • Yeah... I guess stimulants today were truly stimulating looking by the white hot intensity of my comments lol

    ommgg, they are unreadable, so exhausting to even look at

  • Wooo, that’s super cool. Do I have any tags? Tell me tell me. Make a pink one

    Tho these tags are shared yes? Imagine shared community built tags like some yelp reviews of people. Actually that’s a terrible idea so it will probably happen.

    Augmented Reality Community Driven People Scoring System.I don’t talk to anyone lower than 7 or who was marked by users as

    <opposite political party>

    Better yet. Automatically ban anyone with lower than 5

    Ugh too much coffee, too many stimulants

    Still it sucks so that’s probably the future. you can’t even opt out because even if you don’t have the AR glasses everyone else has.

    The only hope for the future is to be a hacker. Achieve a cozy AI-proof job as a security expert and use the skills to enhance your life. If you are able to find new exploits that will always be valuable skill netting cash one white hat way or black hat another and rather hard to replicate for LLMs which excel at repetitive patterns. So whether you are making wannacry 2.0 or blackmailing companies into hiring you I think this is relatively future proof area.

  • What is this ‘evil’ flair stuff please do tell

  • The problem I think is that users do not distribute votes based on “quality” but by how much they like the content. Which is only the same in some people

    It’s the same as with democracy, in theory we should elect quality politicians but we elect those we like

    But hey this is long clear I guess since the implementation of Reddit decade ago

  • Seeking validation apparently is core human trait so I am not sure if it is possible to avoid it at all. Still as you probably know social media corporations keep us hooked to their crack using it and amplifying the base value

    Funnily, ironically some Lemmy apps copy Reddit UX (that was designed by psychology experts) and thus make it more addictive than it is on the web app.

    Best bet to avoid social candy crack is to use lemmy from terminal if that is possible, or default site