Of course! It is miserable, no arguments there. Don't pressure yourself to start feeling better, some day it'll suddenly hit you that you haven't thought about them in days. Eventually it'll stretch to weeks. Eventually they'll become irrelevant to your life.
Wishing you well and I hope this is the worst thing you'll ever go through :)
Very real, those in power prefer to give opportunity to those who hold similar values to them. In the west this means being a selfish racist piece of shit.
Being good at anything is completely unrelated to being a good person. If every person in the world was brilliant but a selfish piece of shit, we'd go extinct.
Take pride in your abilities, and be kind to yourself. You have value outside of your ability to generate revenue for shareholders. Compassion, Empathy, and emotional intelligence are separate skills you've invested time into that those people clearly haven't.
Also nurture yourself! I cannot overstate how helpful it is to be kind to yourself when trying to learn something new. The only way to get good at something is to first be bad at it.
I was where you are a little while ago. Similar situation with things not working for a while, lots of dishonesty, etc. We continued living together for 4 months after because we didn't have another option. It devastated me.
Only advice I can give is don't think about relationships for a while. I ended up in a short rebound with a friend I ended up hurting. I was using them to avoid confronting my feelings.
Sit with it, it's okay to feel lonely. Focus on continuing / making healthy habits that make you happy. Hang out with friends, that kinda thing. Love yourself.
You will find someone else you connect with again, you will not be alone forever. It gets better :)
Do you really think that the intersection of 40s racism and FDR ideals (for white people) is a complete coincidence? That there was absolutely nothing else happening at that time related to the US being able to sustain higher living standards for the working class?
You clearly are not educated enough on this topic to have an in-depth conversation. That's not an attack on your character, but you really should consider learning more.
And before you say I haven't provided solutions, real solutions & real change require theory and practice. It's not easy and you will have a gut reaction to reject it because you are kept comfortable by the spoils of imperialism. This is why most people choose to not waste their time engaging with you and instead post memes. I have spent 30 minutes of my real life typing out a message that will likely not convince you of anything given what I've seen of your other responses.
If you actually want to fight for a better future then I'd be happy to provide you resources to learn more.
I have the same bed for my dog. It's also especially nice in the summer heat because it allows more airflow. I've sat in it and it's more comfortable than my couch lmao.
I think some people feel the need to organize these things as "good team vs bad team," and when there's more to it than that, it all becomes confusing and they get all pissy and throw around jokey shit like that lol
If it's not a 70's Star Wars "Evil Empire vs Plucky Underdogs with God on their side" it's easier to just be sarcastic and callous about it than to actually read stuff and form a informed opinion.
I'm really struggling to decipher whether or not this person knows that the main inspiration for star wars was vietnam. Are they trying to say that star wars was a bad representation of the vietnam war?
Of course! It is miserable, no arguments there. Don't pressure yourself to start feeling better, some day it'll suddenly hit you that you haven't thought about them in days. Eventually it'll stretch to weeks. Eventually they'll become irrelevant to your life.
Wishing you well and I hope this is the worst thing you'll ever go through :)