It has been a while since I've posted in the comm, but I'd like to think that I'm doing better than I last was. It's been bumpy, is still bumpy, but my issues with anxiety have gotten much better, and I'd say depression as well. Sensory stuff has been a bit hell, but hey that's just the usual.
"wearing a baggy shirt and a sports bra and hoping it's enough to hide the boobs I've grown myself in the past couple of years" has got to be one of my favorite genders
This wasn't even meant to be a relationship analysis, like I just wanted to mention the development of my attraction as well as worrying if I look like a cute gay guy or not
Like I'm very likely going to move soon and I already have people I like there that I am doing long distance with, I don't want to do long distance again like it would be the last thing I need. Long distance already drives me crazy, and I love them to bits but it is a form of pain not being able to be with them.
Saw some guy walk into a queer space on my campus and my first thought was "I hope he thinks I'm cute" before I even had a chance to question my thoughts XD
i miss my wife