I see people keep saying this but why does it even matter anymore? They already have the power, they already tested camps, they already have troops deployed, he can do what he wants and still control the narrative like they are now
I mean, you answered your own question. It's uncomfortable because you're too intense about it. Everyone is going through their own struggles, you seem to present it in a dramatic fashion that doesn't really feel authentic, if it's the same energy as this post
Since you're being upfront with her about it, it's fine. She's probably using you in a similar way, easy hookups until she finds something deeper with someone else
Same for like 60% of stuff on this community tbh