Hmmm

Might be tmi, but I celebrated newyears kinda hard and may or may not have been experiencing issues related to not enough proper lubrication. Hurts still and I've been having fever and chills, but the fever has broken at least twice. I'm still fence sitting about whether to go to the hospital, as I've had a fissure before without treatment. Kinda want a weigh in, and I'm not sure ambetter will cover everything. Praise be to the American healthcare system, where needing to be taken care of physically is met with debt and fear. That and idk if my ex reported me for 'stealing' the phone he gave me and am worried about him abusing the system to fuck me over. Also no 4g but able to use a hot spot with who I'm staying with. And may have a position as a petitioner for recreational MJ, so that's cool, kind of a bummer if I can't walk though lmao